WTF it's September how did that happen!? Oh yeah it happened by days following nights till a month was used up....
I have been incredibly busy, socialising and job hunting. I have been pursuing my latest big obsession, keeping fish. I had a 3 gallon tank with under gravel filtration.... the fish which were beautiful and called Bob Finnley, Jezabel Jones and Miss Luna Tick all died... I cried.
I got a bigger tank... much bigger 21 gallons Oh yeah! JOY!!!
However the filter and air pump for a tank that size is soooo expensive, so I am saving my money (trying to)it is so frustrating to have a lovely big tank and no fish.

Which leads to to all my lovey new faves... all beautiful fish, mostly koi carp, they are so gorgeous! I also think I need a full sleeve tattoo, beautiful vibrant colours, fish in water with flowers.

When I do manage to buy my pump and filter it will be (according to my calculations)it will be in a months time.. then I need to cycle the tank, which means another month with no fish.... then I can add one at a time to see if the tank can sustain them. So by Christmas I will have some lovely fish Yay!!! AND I can have nice big fishes, double yay!

I will be painting fish soon I have some canvases primed and ready

Time is flying by, I am job hunting, socialising, painting, swimming, blogging, taking pictures. I have been busy but I won't feel properly worthwhile until I get a job.

I am a little obsessed with Kill Bill, The Bride is my hero in every way, she is irrepressible because she is right, her spirit is unquenchable, revenge drives her on with integrity.
I don't do well with revenge, I get it but it makes me as unhappy as it does the person I carry out my revenge on...
Also how can I ever be sure that I am totally right beyond a doubt when there are so many shades of grey?

I'm going now to watch the sword fight with Lucy Liu, I love the snow and the fact both women fight with integrity and honour.

I am loving the concept of honour, to live and act with honour, is possibly better than good and bad, possibly (definitely) better than the concept of sin. Do what you must do it with honour and live with the consequences.

I love these little emotion icons, they really make me smile Mortified is a little death!!! I love it!

If I wrote out my life in all it's dull technicolour you wouldn't care much so why bother....


PS I'm a bit drunk.

I have been avoiding updating my cv, so this morning I spent the morning writing a blog on The Green man, then reading in bed.

This afternoon I finished off a self portrait painting, in acrylic, damn they are hard to take a picture of the surface is too shiny.... grrr!

I did the cv... eventually but I feel all washed out possibly because of the weather. (rainy)

I start work in the charity shop tomorrow so that will be fun.... maybe.

I have so many pics waiting to put on dA but.... that would involve effort LOL! Maybe soon

I'm not really alienated I just liked the green fella getting abducted LOL!

Eric my elderly cat failed to wake me up till 10am! This is unheard of he usually has me up by 5am 6am at the latest. He turning into a slacker... well he is 16 he can have a day off now and then.

I have posted two pics of my lips and lip ring in very soft focus. Have have the kind of eye sight where I can't see anything too closely with out glasses, the closer I get the more blurry it becomes, which is a bit of an irritation when sewing. Anywho...

I like seeing people and myself in the mirror in soft focus, the soft lips is what that is about.

I told my best friend Jelly Bean about this profile yesterday... Hello sweetie if your reading this Love you. XXX